Mach Demonic

A half verse from a new song I'm working on called 'The Pirate I Left'.

“To wonder is an innocent mind trying to understand,
But to wonder all the time is just a problem in your hands.
Keeps digging in the sand trying to find something to grab
but when she couldn’t find treasure, filled the hole up with trash. 
A bottle of insecurities, she took it out her bag
and for no apparent reason put a spotlight on her man.
No attempt to leave it be, He Explained the best he can
but she didn’t wanna listen, Created gold out the clash…”

Learning to turn stress into strength. Really… I mean it. If my mind states one big migraine, why wait for the advil and let it press down like an anvil? When really the medicine is fixing your whole regimen. Let’s live strong.

I’m honestly trying to program my mind to be the greatest in anything I decide to do. (So much that even Kanye will snatch a mic to acknowledge it)

Some late night push-up...

after some hardcore cleaning.
On some karate kid type shit.
Wax On - Wax Off…

Trying hard to stay Motivated/Active/etc…
It’ll all pay off in the end.

What it use to be... What I want it to be.

I had a dream to be the best, young with a swing fetish. I trained but never stayed for the message. I felt great with no running, my stamina wasn’t pumping, couch said fuck it. knew I was good but gave nothing, said ”you need to be more serious, The ring isn’t fit for this” I agreed but really I wasn’t hearing it. Had the potential but I slacked so he went to the next best boxer, I was left feeling resentful. Gave it up, Walked away from the fighter I always dreamt to be, Thats how the alias Unknownboxer came to be. I guess I was waiting for the dream to come to me? Eventually years passed, still mad at whats become, Still wanting to be the one. I’m outta shape and thinking of trying again. I can’t do it myself, I need the support, I need a force that no matter what will push me towards the sport. My job is in the way so I can’t train, can I? I need to stick to that lane but now I’m 24… Will I have enough time to make it up before my body gives up? It’s Just a thought, But If I a do… will you approve and help me through?

I am in a higher place than you right know. I’ll be back later… :)

Maybe next year I'll go all out.

I wasn’t prepared this year. :/

Blame it on the alcohol.