Mach Demonic

So, I needed to vent…

And what perfect place than here?

Oh what an interesting new year it has been. The long time with no snow or truly freezing weather has been a blessing since I hate the cold, and when I say hate… I mean HATE! I want my summer back. Aside from that, I’ve been through some shit these past couple of days. For starts, my best friend isn’t quite the best friend any more. I was a bit too honest about a lot of things and I guess since it was so out the blue, she acted upon her feelings and decided to try to reprimand me for the TRUTH. Sometimes I think I should of just lied. I could’ve kept my friend and kept my personal business to myself. We tried to have dinner today to see if a friendship can still be held. Plain and simple… NOPE. That did not work out at all. So then I go home and the person I cared for the most basically cut me off. I really didn’t know how to act. I spazzed out. I’ve been a loose cannon lately. I feel like I’m losing everyone. There is someone who is around that I’ve been trying to avoid but she’s been really pushing to catch my attention… Maybe this is that opportunity for me to move on? Maybe it’s still too soon? I don’t know what I want. I thought I knew… But things don’t work out how you picture it. I’ll be alright.